even though I have lost a lot of followers. Work has been draining me and I feel over worked. Trying to get over being sick. And I am still pregnant. Due date is next week.

The bed was made and the kitchen was cleaned then I top of that the dishwasher loaded!

I am grateful to have a boyfriend that helps out. I especially need it in the coming weeks. I tell you what, I feel like an old lady. I wear out fast and I can tell trying to get going at my normal pace isn’t helping me either.

Couple days under 10 weeks to go.

So we made it pass the end of the world!! Those Mayans are such tricksters,lol. I was never really worried that this calendar thing was true, maybe because I payed attention in a lot of my history classes. Anyways…

I am up pretty early for the time I went to bed. I stayed up waiting for Kenny to get home from the show they played last night. Did go to bed until after 4am and was up at 9am with a headache and a very hungry belly. It was my fault, I had a early dinner last night and didn’t snack at all. So really early lunch for me.

I am letting Kenny sleep in and maybe I can work on some photographs that I have.  Since I haven’t really shot anything in awhile I can work on old things I never got to, to add practice.

Christmas shopping later. Since we have not done ANY!

I hope that all of my followers are having a great Thanksgiving!

I watched the Macy’s Thanksgiving Day Parade this morning and had lunch Thanksgiving right after.

We also watched the movie “The Watch”. Wasn’t too bad.

We are moving tomorrow! EEEE! I just feel so bad. I cannot help as much as I would like. We have one volunteer confirmed so far. And that is my mom after she gets off of work. Kenny’s brother said he’d help once he woke up. 

I started to pack today and take things down to the car. I got exhausted VERY quickly. I am sure that its because I am 25 weeks pregnant. So I know I need to take it easy. The moving process will def. be slow and it will be my fault. :( But both Kenny and I want Nolan safe, healthy and happy.

I am so stressed! I literally feel like I could poke someone in the eye.

You have no idea how glad I am to be moving. I wish it really could have been this weekend.

Some people have no idea how lucky they are that I have been able to keep my filter intact thus far into my pregnancy. But keep pushing me and/or treating me like a child….

And this is where I have to stop, because I might hurt someone’s feelings. Though I should give two fucks about with all the stress you have put on me and Nolan for the last 6 months.

And I really want real food for once. I cannot wait to have a home cooked meal again, with real healthy food.

We got the apartment! We can move in on the 20th, but probably will be doing it Wednesday evening and Thanksgiving break. It will be stressful, but at least we got our own place!

I love feeling you move and kick, but my bladder is not a ball or trampoline.

Love,

Your Mommy :3

We have an appointment next Saturday to view an apartment. Hopefully this will work out and is as good as it sounds. Please keep your fingers crossed for us.

Two words: Gangnam Style.

I don’t listen to mainstream music and rarely listen to the radio, at least anything outside of classic rock. It saddens me to think that this is what we call music these days. What happened to meaningful lyrics and moving melodies? 

If that doesn’t convince you Nicki Minaj should. UGH! :(

1. How far along are you? 20w4d
2. Symptoms & feelings? Symptom wise leg cramps and restless legs at night. Just recently I can now say for sure that I can feel the baby moving around. Its a feeling that makes me so happy.
3. Personal dramas? Besides money. Drama of trying to find a place to get away from the drama of Kenny and his mother.
4. Appointments & tests? Last Monday I had my mid-ultrasound, which I found out the gender and my 20 wk appointment, which was Thursday. Apparently I’ve gained 30lbs, but both Kenny and my mother STRONGLY disagree with that. My scale at home was 160 per-pregnancy and is now 175. Though I am going to try and do what my doctor said, cut out everything white and eat lots of eggs, veggies and fruits.
5. Belly pics? I will try and post one later tonight maybe. I just look kinda chubby in my point of view. I am carrying in my hips and low.
6. Cravings? I haven’t had any weird cravings. Besides mustard a couple weeks ago.
7. What made you happy this week? Besides the ultrasound and hearing the hear beat twice in one week? Seeing movement on the outside of my belly.
8. What made you unhappy this week? still not having a place to move to and the drama within my living situation.
9. Anything else? Kenny doesn’t want to know the gender until birth, so its funny to hear him guess and why its going to be a boy/girl. I am hoping soon that he’ll be able to feel the little love bug’s movements. Oh and I made it facebook official, lol.